Well, there it is...

So I told my mother I was pregnant (She is on facebook and would have seen it anyway) but I have certain family and people on there who I did not want to know (at least not right away and especially not so directly) and so I asked my mother not to tell anyone because I would be telling everyone who I wanted to know (and if other people found out later or something, whatever) but she went and told people anyway (Like my favorite aunt who I wanted to tell myself, she doesn't have facebook or a cell phone so it is hard to get a hold of her, and my younger brother who did NOT need to know AT ALL until other people knew and he got wind of it that way.)

It wasn't just the broken trust and her not keeping her word, it was when I confronted her about it she backpedaled and lied to me and tried to cover her ass. She can't just be honest and say "I fucked up. Sorry." Ugh. It pisses me off to no end. :/

It's not like I expected word to NOT get around eventually, or for it to stay hidden form certain people forever, but for her to so openly go against what I asked her not to do is disrespectful and to then lie about it when asked is just salt in the wound.

So anyway, she is now gone from my friends list on facebook because I don't trust her anymore. I honestly didn't have much faith before (and was keeping an eye on her to see if I should remove her or not even before I found this thing out), but this proves she is still the same as she was when I was living with her years ago and therefore not someone I want to have such a direct link to my life. :/

It's just, if I ask nicely for you to not say anything to anyone (especially certain people) and you say OK and agree not to say anything and then go and say it anyway it's like "Way to be a liar. Guess what? You don't deserve my trust anymore. Bye."

It sucks that it is one less person in my life, but honestly it's not about quanitity to me, it's about quality. And my mother and my's relationship level is NOT high quality so it isn't much of a loss to me. But even a little loss can hurt for a while. It really is for the best though.