Amazement

I just woke up not long ago. Jaa was snuggled up next to/against me the whole time. I couldn't help but lay there and pet him gently and enjoy it while it lasts. He is my kitty baby and I love him. I've had him since his birth and he has been there for me always. Soon though, I will have Lilith and she will be the one laying there with me when I wake up. I will soon have a daughter curled up close at night to wake up to and just lay there and marvel at the little girl my husband and I have. Laying there with my cat and feeling my love and affection for him, and how much I enjoy waking up with him snuggled close makes me pause because it will be like that only multiplied times a hundred thousand when I realize it is no longer a kitty, but a beautiful baby that Cellus and I made. It's mind blowing to think about how much love humans are capable of giving to another being, and how much it truly will rock my world to birth this baby at home and wake up in our bed for the first time to a small little being nestled up on me. Mind. Blowing. ♥ :3